I'm just so tired and its the wekend when i'm suposed to be able to sleep how much or long I want. But no a gang of drunk idiots just neded to stand under my bedroom window and speak/fight from 1 in the night to around 4 in the morning. It didnt help that I told them to shut up either I dont get it how my sister could sleep through it all. It kust sucked not being abel to sleep well I just hope I have better luck tonight.

I havent posted in a long time but my life is kind of a little busy since I finally got something to do except just sitting home. Right now i'm working part time in a school library. Its quite nice and the other two that works there are quite understanding and dosent demand to much of me. Well it will proberly be more hectic from now on when the school is starting again but I can take it now i'm better then before.

Its finally christmas and I cant help but be exhausted. To have dinner whit the family is nice but to go up so early to prepare all the food isnt that fun. Funny thing is I always tend to forget that its so much preperation involved when it comes to christmas but then again it also gives this fuzzy feling. I know i'm going to be happy to have some alone time later tonight but right now i'm going to sit down and have a nice chat whit my closest family.

Its  already december the time is really going by fast. I should rally try to fix the computer but I never have the time to do it. But its kind of nice to see the snow outside maybe it will be a white christmas this time. 

This is just something I couldnt get out of my head and needed to write down. Its also my first try at a poem so I guess it turned out okay.

You whisper in my ear that you love me

You whisper in our embrace that you cant live whit out me

You whisper against my lips that you forgive me

You whisper whit your hand against my heart that we will never be apart

You whisper in the darkness that not even death is the end